The cause of my Death

I remember what you said to me
That you would have always loved me
But as I look back at that day
I remember what I couldn�t say
If only I told you
The truth that bleeds through
I knew you were composed of lies,
You completely ignored my cries
You didn�t understand
That I loved you firsthand
You have ruined my heart
You tore my mind apart
I have yet to get it all back
After many tries, I turned to black;
The color that has taken over
That led my life to become a rover,
�One who leads an unsettled life?�
You decided that I was done
But you were the one
Who destroyed my life?
You pushed me to kill myself with a knife
After you found out that I was dead
You walked away, nothing has been said
Don�t you just wish that you could take it back?
Undo your lies, and you�d quite being a jack
It was you that called and kept me awake
But now it\'s over, you made a mistake
Just realize that I should be alive
Yet again, I have failed to survive