Pain

The pain and turmoil that sits inside off me rots and boils
it festers till i can't take it no more. i scream but it seems that nobody can hear
i sit in my chair with these feelings wondering if life is worth living
no one understands me, can't they see my pain pour out through my laughter
people are blind dealing with their own misery in their minds
how can i escape these feelings which lie so deep
maybe they will wither away in my sleep. please somebody help me
come out of the shadows and rescue me. maybe
I'll have to deal with these feelings on my own
I'll have to hide them once again so no one can tear though
whats left of my withered soul

wrote this a while back but i revised it plz comment