My friendship of broken words...

My lies have me trapped,
My eyes are swollen shut,
I'm sorry for everything,
Its not just words,
My promise will be held.

My friendship with you has meant everything,
My life is not complete,
With all these broken words,
I can't go one with out you,
I wish you'd see my love for you is true.

I can't go back and erase you from my life,
Your memories have been burnt to my soul,
Your face has painted a picture in my mind
My voice is not just words,
I speak the truth.

If I could go back and show you I care,
My life would change,
And my words would be sincere,
I wouldn't make you cry unnecessary tears,
I love you more then everything.

I know it seems like friendship is just a word,
I seemed to use when my promises couldn't be held,
Everything I've done has made you have trouble seeing the truth,
The truth that lays between all the lies,
I loved you like a sister.

...AND FOR EVERYTHING ALANA I'M SORRY...