Going Under

It might look like im laughing with happiness,
But the truth is inside im crying.
You may look at me and see that im smiling,
But inside im dieing,
This world isnt any fun,
And all i want to do is run,
Run away from all this pain,
Because i can\'t take it any longer,
I\'m giving up on life,
And everyone in it,
No one cares about the way I\'m feeling,
I've told them time and time again,
For now on I\'m going to keep it in,
Knowing it\'s just going to get worse and worse,
Hoping someone will notice,
That I\'m falling,
I\'m falling fast and hard,
And if someone can\'t help me soon,
I\'ll be gone.