Just the pain
of knowing that it will never be the same again
its driving me insane.
he was my first
i will never forget what we had
i just didnt want him to come between me and my studies.
i will miss him
miss him ALOT.
he was special
he was my first love,
but too bad it all had to end
but atleast we are still best friends.
if he moves on its fine wit me
it makes no sense he grieves for me
if studying is my number one priority
i want to be successful
after all i am from a broken family.
i gots to work hard to be someone
in this world
i am still confused....
but i will always love him.
i juss wanted the entire world to know...
life has to go on
as i will move on to new people
BUT!!! only after high school.
