Could it be real?

As the moon is falling slowly from the stars and the sun graciously rises in the east, I lie awake amongst the shadows daydreaming about the love I once knew. Could possibly another sun set before I find my way back into the loving embrace of the ones arms in which I fit perfectly. Against the body of the one who's heart beats perfectly in sync with my own; who's touch brings about the only dreamt of butterflies in another's center; who's names is bells to my very ear; is it possible he makes my lips quiver at the very sound of his voice; it is he who tastes sweeter than the ripest of the vine; the one who takes my breath away with each and every touch. I could lie awake the rest of this day and wonder why I'm not beside him, but i know that it's my fault. 3 times I ended things, 3 times I said goodbye, 3 times I broke his heart when I was trying to follow mine. It's led me astray many times in the past but in the last 5 years the only place it finds rescue is in his hands. In his hands my heart finds its safest place to hide, yet no longer do I want it to be contained. I want the world to see it belongs within his loving soul, within his caring hands. All at once it hit me I'd been foolish for the past 5 years. The moment I heard someone might be threatening my very core, the place where I belong, I no longer could procrastinate in being honest. Luckily I wasn't far too late in confessing the very essence of my being for he too still remained locked within my heart. It seems long ago he turned the lock and threw away it's key, it seems he decided forever his heart belonged to me. I can't believe that soon enough I'll be able to say he's mine, to tell everyone about the love I've found and wish I could share with everyone. However, he's mine for eternity and to my haven in his heart shall I always return.