Bottled Up Emotions

I'm so sick of these bottled up emotions
No words can explain
I try to tell someone my feelings
But no one can understand this pain
I've always been known as cold
Because my distance is shown
I stay away because of the thought that I'll get hurt
I've learned to trust no one not even myself
For I lost trust and distanced myself
I'm so sick of the bottled up emotions that take the lead
They force me to have outburst that make me bleed
No one ever sees I'm never happy
No one ever bothers to look at my bottled up emotions

Bottled up emotions
That's all I have
Bottled up emotions
That make me mad
Bottled up emotions
Which cause me pain
Bottled up emotions
When no one came...
Bottled up emotions
When I took the knife..
Bottled up emotions
When I ended my life
Bottled up emotions
Said the note in my hand
Bottled up emotions....
They would never understand!