Stop the Car

I'm alone
I'm scared
How did I become so unprepared
when I'm sure
that I knew where I was?
I don't recall
if I remember
who I was,
where we were
or if I even doubted that you knew.
Did you know?
Or was I just mistaken?
Can something like this be replaced and
thrown away like some
old rag doll?
Where are we?
Where are we going?
Is this the end?
Who am I?
Where the f**k is this?
No, don't look at me like that.
Don't touch me.
I don't want to cry again.
Please! Stop the car!
Let me out!
Oh, God, let this end!
Where are we?
Are we stopping?
Please, please...
I don't recall if I remember
who I was,
where we were,
or if I even doubted that you knew.

-Carissa-