A Tuesday Morning That Claimed Two Years

I've lost faith in myself
To ponder on the right things
To look past the looks to go beyond
The seams of life
I stand in my judgmental pit
Marinating in my own idiocy

I laugh at myself
I love this adhesive

Sure, you miss the one you love
And sometimes I drink myself to sleep
To make the time pass by
I find new love often
And I fall back to the same steep
She's always willing, I know she's scared
I know it

I laugh at myself
I love my adhesives

I cling to this wall
As if life hangs
In my two foot drop
As if without someone to catch me
I will never be able to move on
I'll lay their awake but afraid of moving
Scared to get up and start climbing again
I don't want to fall on my back again
It's life scaring the wallowing

I laugh at myself
I love these adhesives

I am listening
The wind is doing all the talking
I shift without question
Where did I start this journey
Many moons ago, on a Tuesday morning

I laugh at myself
As I cling to these stupid memories
Those tears they're taking over again
I laugh at myself
I love my adhesives