Crying myself to sleep is the only way,
of entering dream world these days,
my heart feels so terrible,
i can feel it twisting and turning,
I'm feeling so tired,
no more strength to resist what's coming in my way,
no more hope to hold onto,
my life is anything but colourful,
I'm not going to trust friendships anymore,
not ever again,
and it hurts so much to even talk about it,
i don't want to try having a real friend again,
I hate what i'm having,
i have no choice but to accept,
just hurt me all u want,
you'll win no matter what,
I'm already so bruised and tattered,
what's the difference of having more injuries,
i'm feeling so weak and vulnerable,
but i'm trying hard not to break down.
