Deep thoughts

I look to the sky
Thinking to myself
Why is heaven so high
I wonder if God catches all the tears I cry
Counting them one by one
Will he ever let the angel in me fly
Confusion over takes my mind
Hoping it is all a big illusion
I have not yet came to a conclusion
Why does God let me suffer through hell
On a place we call Earth
It doesn't matter where I run
Confusion is still there
Only getting worse
Stars falling
Like tears from my eyes
Just when I feel I'm fine
More depression is waiting in-line
Can't I be happy without being brought down
Now That I gave up the knife
Its time to let loose my feelings
I gotta get on with a happy life