He sits there everyday
his soul left to decay
on these drips
turnin so week
food he does not eat
starves himself to prove his point
messed up life
so he rolls another joint
cuts on hiz arm
cuz he cant see
hurting himself wont set him free
can not bare to see
wht this toture made him be
he knowz how much u feel for him
so he duzent let u in
a part of him iz afraid youll judge
leave him here,going insane
he duzent want to burden you wid hiz pain
haz no one else to talk to so instead he cuts hiz vein
blade in hiz hand,cuz this pain he can not stand
tries hiz best to get away from you
wont say a thing,knowz u can see rite thru
wantz to leave
afraid to cause you pain
duznet want you to feel hiz hate
everything hez eva been thru people call hiz fate
this pain he knows he needs to share
cluless bout wht he shuld do
tries to take hiz own life everyday
all he needs iz some one to hold on to
some1 he can talk and relate to
but he duzent say a thing
to afraid heel desolate you
refrains him self from all hez loved
cuts himself till he drowns in hiz own blood
hiz last thought
hmuch hez gonna miss you
all this just to secure you from hiz pain
duzent realize leaving u alone waz the worst he could do
