Make the scars fade..s i dont feel so guilty, mom!

Why won't these scars fade,
so i don't see them anymore,
why do they taunt and remind me,
off blood cold on my bedroom floor.
why don't they disappear,
so mum doesn't have to cry.
was a selfish daughter,
so want to die?
why did i cut and cut,
until my arm was drenched red?
why did i cut so deeply,
until there was nothing to be bleed.
these questions all have answers,
but unfortunately for me and you,
the real reasons will not be spoken,
so you will never have a clue!