My Own Little World

Somethings holding me back
this doesn't feel right
i have to get away
slipping out into the night

guided by the moon
climbing up into a tree
gently sitting on a branch
wishing i was free

wanting to escape this world
thinking only about him
and how my world was almost perfect
as it slowly started to dim

my own little world
destroyed on a dime
but i thought it would heal
if i just gave it time

my head spinning
gazing at the moon
thinking of what to do
and hoping it will come soon

i started to fall asleep
taking one last look at the night sky
praying to myself
that tonight i will die

thinking about that day
my world was ripped apart
he was in my life
and stole my heart

something happened that day
that wasn't meant to be
a single tear drops down my cheek
i must do this i now see

i slowly stand up upon the branch
looking all around
seeing no ones there
i jump and hit the ground

waking up inside my room
to find this was just a dream
i couldn't escape this pain
i think as i start to scream

i get out of bed
and walk across the room
sitting at my desk
i'm heading towards my doom

opening the desk
staring at the knife
i slide it across my wrist
taking my own life.