Lost within Herself

Hope has faded deep away,
And death is looking good.
So hard to find a hand to hold,
When you're so misunderstood.

Sitting staring blanky,
Into the never ending pain.
Everything is cold and black,
And you break again and again.

Looking into the mirror,
To see nothing but a body.
You're soul has long departed,
But it's not visual to everybody.

Shaking repeatedly,
And cradling your head upon your hands.
Your trying hard to hold on,
But your heart has other plans.

Waking up is hard to take,
Because you know you're living yesterday,
You're trying not to think,
Because you know the pain won't go away.

5 day old mascara,
That is still resting on your cheeks.
Another exit blocked from you,
" You're giving me the creeps"

Another tear will fall tonight,
upon your tattered wrists.
Another blood stain on your bed,
Your harsh cut, a crimson mist.

Deep down she's lost within herself,
And deep down I know you see.
This girl I am describing,
Is the long lost lonely me.

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