Right and Wrong

Torn between good and bad
Being one way, saying different
Feelings change me into sad
Hate will soon come, I brace for the hit.

Always one way, never the same
No one knows who I truly am
And I only have myself to blame
I do not know at all that I can

People are doubting me
They can peer through my skin
I am afraid they can see
I do not know which side will win

Torn between right and wrong
Not knowing which one I am
Basically I just go along
I act just like them

I beat myself inside for it
I want myself to be consistant
But its just one big inside fit
Im wondering where my morals went

Those goosbump feelings go away
I do not realize my wrong anymore
Wishing my old self would stay
Thats why I am so tore