Painful Remembrance

As I sit here in my bed
Memories of you replay in my head

OVER&OVER
I hear your laugh
I see your smile
And all i can do is smile back

My eyelids they get teary
But I manage to hold them in
I try to be tough but enough is
enough

Whatever happened to \"forver?!?\"
Or \"Ill always be here\"
what about \"im in love\"
I thought you cared

I do my best to be strong
But what you did to me was
NOTHING but wrong

You played with my emotions
right from the start
whyd you take advantage of
my inncocent heart

You filled my head with lies
I cant even count
The tears that I\'ve cried

And I cant explain all of the pain
you have put me through
AND PFF to think I LoVED you
.........no wait im wrong,,,i still do