Friends Might Do Stuff Behind Ur Back

I stand there watching my friend and my boyfriend makingout
I think i just got shot
The pain hurts
Just standing there he saw me i ran
He runs after me
I had to stop i ran to much
he stops in front of me and says
\" Its not wat it just looked like\"
I stay silent
He comes closer for a kiss I take a step back and i say I cant love you anymore It hurt to say that but that but that was the fifth time he had done that
I couldnt hold it in i burst out in tears and walk away
I go home and no one is there
I walk up to the bathroom door and flashbacks of him and my friend come to mind
I walk in and i open the cabbinet door there i find found my one true freind the razar
I had to do this the pain just wouldnt stop
i take the razar and put it to my wrist i slowly glide it around i hit a vane i think so i stop
My wrist kept squirting out blood
The pain was more than ever now
everything went black
I wake up the next morning in the hospital bed and my boyfriend was beside my bed he asked
\" Can we still be together? \"
I said sadly no we cant
he left and my heart went with him
Ill have to find some one new
I said, \"my heart must go on without the one that i had loved
most \" to the nurse beside me

COPYWRITE SARA