Wishing it will work out

Sitting here
thinking of you
wishing i could stop
but my thoughts just wonder
its all a mess
my feelings for you all up in the air
hoping that one day everything will be better
wanting everything to be over
trying my hardest not to do something
its all just a mess
i want it to stop
i want to take a step back
but im afraid of falling again
thats where the feelings began
not wanting it all to happen again
wanting to look at people differently
but knowing their past just isnt helping
wishing that in the end it will all work out