What am I gonna do
Its been 4 long years
And yet my fears
I still wonder what to do
How can I stay strong
Since now your gone
17 years wasn't long
Yet the time was a blast
But it didn't last
All I got is memories of the past
I wonder what your doing
How your doing
What your thinking
Do you hear when I call your name
Do you know if all this is a game
Do you see all my pain
Or do I have to yell it again
What am I gonna do
You got my mother and father
Thinking and crying over you my brother
What can I do and say
For them to make it another day
This pain does not go away
I know you know this is true
And I Know that you know
We Love you too
But what are we supossed to do
AJ tell me this aint true
That your really gone
Tell me it hasn't been this long