Disapearing

I'm disapearing
slowly
I'm being eaten
by these feelings
I just can't care any more
and as I said before
I'm at the point
where even to die
seems pointless
I can't fight
I won't
I can't give up
I won't
so I am disapearing
into this world
into my heart
that has long since broken
so many times that
I have no blood left to bleed
no shard left
unbroken
and so I'm disapearing
into this black hole
never to be found
I'll be gone before you know it