Betrayed

Betrayed
In so many ways
Why can't I
Get out of this phase?

So many people
Let me down
Day to day,
I wear this frown

No matter who
The person is
My hurt shows
On my wrist

The simple cut
To end this pain
Does it work?
I am no longer sane.

The blood spills
A tear falls
As I sit here
Staring at the wall.

There is no solution
It's too late for that.
Nothing goes right
For a girl so fat.