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You dunno how much you hurt mi... or maybe you do and dont noe how to confront it. as you said and id figured this long ago ur not exactly great wit emotions. and im not great at voicing my emotions to tha ones that need to hear it.

i love you and i dunno wot to do. you hurt mi adn i get over it in tha hope that sumday youll feel tha same wat as mi. but hoo am i kidding?? no one culd ever feel 4 mi wot i feel for you. i was told that i may be getting love confused with infatuation. LOVE IS NOT INFATUATION. i told you that tonight remember?? well itz true. ive thought about it and i am NOT getting love and infatuation confused. as i have already said... i love you. maybe you do feel tha same. hoo noes. but wot ever thoughts are running thru ur head are confusing tha hell outta mi and i dont noe how much more pain i can take... i just wanna end it all sumtymes and then i think of all these other ppl and YOU and i continue on living so as not to cause tha ppl hoo claim to love and care about mi any more pain than they may have already been thru. i just dont noe anymore... but then at tha same tyme i noe all you have to do is look at mi talk to mi and i am under ur spell once again. i love you and i dunno why coz i spose you probly are using mi and while i noe this i cant help but give you tha benefit of tha doubt. i cant help but have tha thought of you using mi not registering in my brain and therefore i let myself keep on loving you... just coz you are you and i dunno wot id do witout you... fool mi... i recognise but there it iz... i only hope that one day you will realise wot you mean to mi... or read this and understand at least part of tha pain of wot you put mi thru...