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by Monique Seidler Apr 2, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
To feel your breath upon my neck. To hear you say "I love you" again. To finally feel your strength once more would surely work to rid all this pain. To hear your heart beat in my ear. To see your face and know forever. To feel your body next to mine would make me want to leave you never. To look into your eyes and see all of the love you once felt for me. To know that you still fel the same, just brightened up the gloomiest day. Yet though I know your feelings now, it just made me want to win you back. I understand you've had it hard, but keep in mind I'm still in the crack. I've been here too following close. Ever since the day that we chose to part. Now that we feel extremely drawn, all I ask-- listen to your heart. You're fighting it you showed me that when you didn't decide to stay now. Out of nowhere you kissed my neck. I kissed you back. You love me somehow. So why ignore what will not fade instead of just acting on feelings? I know you said you hate yourself, but face it, you're just not dealing. I know that I can make you like yourself if you would just let me try. I do not want to see the pain again that I just saw in your eyes. You keep on saying "I wish I could take it all back and make things the same." Here is your chance. I just want you back. I am growing tired of this game. So put your arms around my waist, and tell me you are not gonna leave. Why should our love be denied us? Why should we be left standing to grieve? I told you once, and now again "I love you". Please don't make this end. When next I see you on Sunday, I guess we'll see what will happen then.