My Only One

I don't know what he's thinking.
I used to know his face.
I don't know what he's doing.
I feel so out of place.

He knows that I still love him.
He knows that I still care.
I think he's scared of me now
because I was not there.

He doesn't want to hurt now.
He doesn't want to feel.
He hasn't been real happy.
He never really healed.

The pain I feel inside me
gets stronger every day.
It makes me laugh when I think
I thought it'd go away.

That just proves I'm weak.
That just proves he won.
The funny thing is I don't care
he is my only one.