I don’t know where to turn,
When the truth doesn’t make any change.
Your words burn within my soul.
Though I don’t think it’s strange.
But when no one stops that long to listen
That’s when I start to wonder,
Why do you not bother,
Why do you pull me under.
Even how stupid it sounds.
It feels like no one cares to explain.
And even how much I want to run from it,
I can’t escape this inner pain.
The time passes by just as before.
Every one around me just seem to ignore.
The world are colored in black and white.
But still I can’t see what’s wrong and what’s right.
I've spend a whole lot time dreaming.
I assumed I could escape,
I assumed things could get better,
But it just changed it’s shape.
What am I doing wrong,
What is it that I’ve said,
That made you turn away,
And kept me from walking ahead.
Now I’m just standing still,
Lost and without a free will.
It doesn’t matter where I ask,
No can take away this mask.
I don’t understand,
Why you use your knife.
When I’m lying on the floor.
Well, so much for life.