Memories

Right now I am struggling,
As you have a life with out me.
I long for your attention,
Knowing you don't want me.

I initiate all contact,
I know that its true
Even thought I try not to,
I always think of you.

I find myself daydreaming
While driving along.
Seeing your face in front of me,
And thinking of you in songs.

When you are out,
I wonder what you do.
For you would not be thinking,
Of times with me and you.

I know I should move on,
Put your memory to rest.
Not contact you anymore,
And try to do my best.

But to myself I am lying,
If i think i could do this.
For love you don't ask for,
My life has gone amiss.

I play out our moment,
Over and over in my mind.
A kiss that was special,
When you were so kind.

I hope I can get over you,
I often speak your name.
I do it without realizing,
Though you don't feel the same.

I will live with our memory,
Of my most happy days.
I will treasure forever,
Until my dieing day.