Want the pain to go away

They see the sadness,
The sadness in my eyes,
Tried hard to cover up,
Just can't,
Not anymore.
My memories will never leave me,
It isn't my fault,
Not all my fault,
Even though he says it is,
Everyday, scared of what will happen,
I hate it, No-one cares,
No-one understand,
Want to get out of this world,
Everyone leaves me,
Everyone gives up.

My eyes fill with tears,
I try to hold them back but,
They start to trickle down my face,
I cry myself to sleep,
I want it to go away, believe me, I do.
The same broken cries,
Everyday.

How I wish the pain would go away.