I was the second child.
I was the second best friend.
I was the second first love.
God help me, make it end.
I'm tired of this bullshit life
and the pain it's been...
always being second place.
I've loved and I've cherished,
I've cared for and been a shoulder
to cry on.
I've given all i could to be the best friend
that i can be.
But I've always been second.
I've never felt that special..
Never felt that joy
Of knowing I was first.
I need someone to care
I want to be the first.
I want to go to sleep at night
Knowing someone loves me enough
To make me number one.
But feeling the pain of knowing
That will never happen...
It tears me apart.
But i can face the tears.
Because my whole life...
I've been the second choice.
