Before I go

I can feel the cold
The icyness in this rain
I take in a moments breath
And release all my pain

It's time to shout out
I'm sick of being afraid
I won't run and hide again
Or submit to the blade

I need to tell the truth
I also need to show
The secrets I keep inside
Just before I go...

Can you hear me breathe
Feel the heart that is beating
See the fear in my eyes
Its something I'm defeating

I want to know I did it
That I lit my life on fire
Lived all to the fullest
And completed my desire

I lived my life in fear
And tried avoiding what's true
But this is my last night
Then, I'll never see you

I've made a decision
And you can't change my mind
And taking my life away
Isn't something you can rewind

So, look into my eyes
Feel the warmth in my touch
This is the last time
You'll see me as such

I'm scared and in love
Depressed and want to go
Abused and hurt so badly
And I want you to know...