Here lies a woman who did her life
This woman who is now with her beloved son
Her son who she mourned for so much after he passed
That she would not speak to no one,acted like a complete brat
I'm sitting here wishing that I would have known her more
That we could have been a family
Who loved each other through every torn thorn
I feel so left out from your lives
You couldn't pick up the phone and say "hey your grandma passed"
Was I not good enough to count
Didn't I deserve to know so I could've showed
One last time to see you smile
I would have gave any thing to be there to see
To be your granddaughter was to much of a dream
I must've been to lousy of a big nobody for you all to see
But even though I'm the last one to know
I hope you know I've cried these tears of pain
Tears of never getting to see your almost forgotten face
The pain of never really getting to know you
But still all around caring for you
I still loved you through it all
And I hope when you get to where your going
You'll finally realize that I was here loving you and thinking of you
Hopefully you felt the same for me as well
You and dad are probably the happiest people around today
I wonder whats happening up above your way
A big family reunion of togetherness I imagine
Wish I was part of that family
Never hurts to try and think I was I suppose
All your pain and suffering is now over
And you will have no more heavy burdens
Hopefully I will make it to your grave today
Before you are laid down
If not please don't think nothing of it
And if so please don't be angry that my presence is around.
~R.I.P. Grandma~
