Unforseen

I feel I am alone in this cruel world,
That the ones who say they care, don't really mean it.
I know you love me, but something inside me just doubts it.
I've never been loved the way you love me,
I've never been cared for, the way you care for me.
I've never loved someone the way I love you,
I just feel so bad inside from my past,
I've changed since I was young.
I'm more mature and I can't stop being depressed, it's real hard for me, so please let me rest.
I will try my hardest to be there for you all, you all make me feel full.
With out friends, I would not be here,
Without the love, and support you all give me, I'd be dead.

I really want to just thank ALL my friends for being there for me at the deepest and most hurtful times. I love you all.