I?m sitting her thinking,
What is my reason to live?
Why am I here?
If I have nothing to give.
I tried to make life work,
Truly I did,
But I only made it worse,
It seems as if I?m cursed.
My brother never cared,
My mom never knew,
My dad was never there,
No one could see the pain I was going through.
Every night I would sit,
In the corner of my room,
With tears coming from my eyes,
Hoping death would come soon.
But one night,
I decided my doom,
I would die all alone,
The pain my soul would consume.
I drag the knife,
Down my arm to my wrist,
As tears fled my eyes,
I quietly wrote my final-goodbyes.
My family soon found,
My body lying dead,
Quietly in my room,
In a pool of the blood I had shed
I watched from above,
As my family began to cry,
They weren?t there to prevent
My horrible death
It was true
They pushed me
To my last breath
A thousand tears fell from their eyes,
As they read my final good-byes,
Then they saw,
What they could not see before,
The love I had been longing for.
I soon grew to know,
That they do love me now,
But that love came too late,
Dying was my only fate.
I wish I could let them know,
I am still with them,
We will always be far apart,
But to always keep my memory in their hearts.
I am now at peace,
My heart has been mended,
My pain has ceased,
And all my tears will soon be ended.
A tear fled my eye,
As I wrote,
That this was my suicide note.
**Note** Plz comment and tell me how i can make this better. It would mean the world to me. I know my poems aren't the best but I try my hardest. So if you could comment it would mean alot! Thanx *much love* ~*+Giggles+*~
