First of all, I feel sorry for the sad moments you went through!

"but you never let me know
except on the day you told me good-bye"... love is still a feeling first and last! maybe this feeling was intensive on the farewell!

Omg,it was really wonderful and so powerful,I truely loved it, I have lost someone too and I do really miss him.I know how it feels.

Black light was the sun of my life
and sadness was the melody which i just heard on the fife
to love someone&never loves you;this is easy to find
but to realize that death is the only guide

To make a happy heart among bloody tears
to make you safe in spite of all your fears
it's what i probably felt
i might lose,i might melt

They are my favs.Wonderful 5\5.