Yeah go on laugh,
You don\'t care,
If it\'s hurting me,
I know and you know you\'re not being fair!
You may think you\'re â??just messing\'
But your words hurt so bad,
You may think I\'m being â??pathetic\'
But you\'re making me so sad.
Just because it doesn\'t bother you,
Doesn\'t give you the right,
To bother me,
I\'m tired, tired of the endless fight.
These tears I cry,
Are not cried for me,
They\'re for you,
Because you cannot see.
The pain you cause,
But yet the pain you take away,
I don\'t know why,
But I want you to stay.
I shouldn\'t have to fight these feelings,
But everyday turns into my own little battle,
Not just against you and the others but against life,
Sometimes I feel like a baby who has dropped their rattle.
Sometimes I can\'t keep this smile upon my face,
My mask starts to fall,
You see the tears I have cried,
And know I have to explain it all.
In the long run it will all work out,
I will not stoop down that low,
Those words will not pass my lips,
Because I know what it feels like damn you can never say I don\'t know!
