I couldnt hold back the tears as i told you goodbye
and as i walked away, i wondered if your love was just a lie
I wanted you to be happy and so i let you go
but knowing you love her hurts me more than you\'ll ever know
I pretend to be happy for your sake as much as mine
so i put on a smile and tell everyone i\'m fine
but deep inside i want to cry and tell you how much i care
cuz the pain from losing you is more than i can bear
i sit on the floor and play with my knife
and i wish i had the strength to end this shitty life
everytime i think of us i want to break down and cry
and whenever i think about what i lost i wish that i could die
i wish we could go back to the way things were before
and i wish i could take it all back and you could be mine once more
