Shimming Water Crystals

Thoughts come out of my mind.
the dreaming of the water.
the freezing air holding out my lips.
the cold is turning them blue.

but i got to get out of there.
i need to be outside.
where i can be open up inside.
the wind can sing me a song.

while i wait and let my papers dry.
let me pen begin with the ink.
this is my secret everyone will know.
everyone knows my addiction.

but i guess there's more then that.
i guess if i look at it.
everyone around me is positive.
and I'm just adding the negative.

maybe sometimes I'm wrong.
maybe sometimes they are.
you can judge me all you want.
but in my mind now.

I'm not having as much images.
as i have done in the past.
I'm not doing stupid shi.t.
that i have done in the past.

maybe i do get pis.sed off.
at my parents for trying i guess.
but i can't help it.
that's how life goes i guess.

things happen for a reason.
that's life and you can't always.
fine what your looking for.
until you know what your question.
might be in time.

life has all it's answers.
but it's the questions you have to figure out.
so maybe it is good to do bad.
and bad to do good.

you have to figure the mistakes.
you have to figure what it takes.
that's what i get to it so far.
that life will take you where ever you want to go.

but it's your choice of what path to take.