When you look at me I feel so weak,
When I open my mouth no words can I speak.
Your smile I know is not for me,
But it leaves me breathless, I wish we could be.
You'll never know of the feelings I hide,
Of the nights spent awake, the tears I've cried.
Dreams of laughter, looking in your eyes,
Instead I live in a world full of lies.
Torn between my first love and you,
Unlucky in love, don't know what to do.
Falling deeper and deeper, though I try to fight,
In love, lost in darkness, hoping for light.
