It's "Amazing"

It's amazing how well i can cover it up
Now one knows i go home and cry so much

It's amazing how well i can pretend that everything alright and I'm the happiest friend

It's amazing how you can't see any of the clues
Are you really that blind or do you just refuse

It's amazing how many times I've cried myself to sleep
I never thought I'd be in this deep

It's amazing how much i wanna believe
in myself, but when i think of myself i just wanna believe

It's amazing how much i thought i had control
but not anymore my life is just black hole

It's amazing how much mirrors make you wanna die
because when you look in them you know it's no lie