Never Coming Back

The rumors falling down
Even from my friends
I'm so sick of them
I hope this is my end

The lies people are spreading
Are soon becoming fact
What's the matter, did you lose your knife?
You ****ing left it in my back!

I'm screaming for this insanity
To just leave me alone
It's driving me closer to my blade
It wants to cut me to the bone

I'm giving in to temptation
My resistance is long gone
I don't even want to stop now
Where did I go wrong?

I pick up my dear blade
God, how I've missed it
The only comfort in this world
When everyone else says I'm a piece of s***

The cold metal against my wrist
It's been way too long
Breaking all my promises
I just can't be strong

Rip the blade
Across my skin
It's not enough though
I must increase my sin

Again and again
I have to do more
I refuse to stop
Til I reach the floor

My world goes blurry
And fades to black
Goodbye cruel world
I'm never coming back!

*bad day...too many rumors.....plz comment n rate*