Beautiful Disaster.

The darkness takes over all her thoughts
she has become a slave to her pain
and though she tries to fight it
she knows it is going to win again

it's taking all her strength this time
she doesn't know if she can keep up the fight
she looks at herself in the mirror
she is such a sad and sorry sight

see she's fighting the monster within
but it knows where her weaknesses lie
it knows she cant bear to hurt him
it knows that she would rather die

it puts these thoughts into her head
that it was her fault their love died
she didn't realize it was trying to win
she didn't realized it had just lied

she tried to take her mind of him
but the guilt just wouldn't go away
she needs him to know shes in pain too
and decides to prove that point today

the darkness washes over her
like the tide across the sand
she doesn't think she can survive it
she hopes he'll understand

she says goodbye and jumps
into the rocks waiting below
this is the real suicidal threat
this isn't just for shows

she wakes up in the hospital bed
looks down, shes covered in plaster
she looks at herself in the mirror
and smiles at a beautiful disaster