I went crazy...

My head is spinning
And my thoughts run wild
My feelings are strange
And I act like a child

I have changed
In so many ways
I didnt think it was possible
In just a few days

I dont know what to do
And I cant change back
But still I have a feeling
That something I lack

How did my life
Become such a mess
Its really a curse
And not a bless

No one can help me
No advice will work
And in the shadows
My enemies lurk

I need some help
To reach out to someone
But I am all alone
And I have no one

What should I do
How do I explain
When I cant even
My self regain

My poems are an escape
With the words I say
I am trying to find
Just my own way

But it no longer works
And I cant take it
I just feel like I dont
In my life fit

When I can`t even seem
To find a way to explain
In my poems how I feel
How can I ever sustain

My life is ruined
My life is over
There`s nothing left
I have no cover

I am so truly sorry
For all of the pain
That I may cause
But I just went insane

Just read this poem
And you will be shure
I just went crazy
No longer I could endure

I may be crazy
I may be clueless
But I never meant
To leave my life such a mess

I am sorry