Watch Me

Watch me sink beneath the sand,
Your every wish is my command;
Watch my freedom wash away,
Gone with it the light of day.

Watch me fall and writhe and bleed
For everything I'll ever need;
Watch me wish for love forever,
When you know he'll love me never.

Watch me cry myself to sleep,
The pieces of my heart to keep;
Watch me wish that I were dead
And take it out on you instead.

Watch my life as it falls apart,
A thousand tiny needles in my heart;
Watch me cry as my first love
Is taken to that place above.

Watch me wish that you were here..
I wish that I could draw you near.
Watch me run away in fear...
Then watch me
As I
Disappear.