I dont know anymore (dont know how you feel)

Longing....
is there ever someone true in this world?
every attempt at love has left me empty...
I'm sucked dry...
i deserve better.
i know i deserve the best...
for once, i want someone to cater to me...
why do i always have to work for love?
you say to me that you accept me...
that you cant believe that you found someone like me...
that i match you perfectly...
i agree...
but you haven't done a damn thing to prove to me that you want me to stay...
I'm tired baby...
i want to rest...
can i lay my head on your shoulder...
and close my eyes?
no... I'm far away...
so i slave for you...
i go to the ends to find what to say to you..
i want you to know that i will do anything for you...
but will you do the same for me?
will you show me what i mean to you?
will you show me that i am all to you?
i give you so much space...
and i wait and wait....
but i feel so worn,
lonely..
and broken....
i looked to you for healing...
then you went and shut your mouth...
and now it feels like you don't care anymore...
it feels like you don't want to work...
and I'm just to tired to argue...
i just want to know how much you love me....
i want you to say that you're crazy for me...
i want to know that you are there for me...
i want to be your universe....