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"Friends forever", you promised,
until the very end.
You basically lived with me,
you was my very best friend.

I told you everything,
and knew you wouldn't tell.
You would always pick me up,
whenever and wherever i fell.

If i go to heaven before you do,
I'll take with me a picture of you.
So all the angels can see,
what a good friend you were to me.

I don't understand why its different now,
cause deep down were still the same.
If you think about it,
Its all really just a stupid game.

A game to make friends,
or maybe one to loose them.
Either way I'm always here,
and your still there.

From birth to children,
form kids to teens.
Some where from then till now,
we went separate ways and all i can
say is how?

How come you don't ever come over,
or call just to say hi?
How? When? and Why?
Did we let our friendship die?

I cant help but wonder,
If you feel the same.
And if you do then why?
Why are we still stuck in this game?

Lacey, just remember that I'm always here,
I'm always going to be near.
I'll dry your eyes when your sad,
and calm you down when your mad.

As we grow older things must change,
but they didn't always have to end.
Even though things are different now,
you will always be my number one best friend!

~Lacey, you were my best friend, we grew up together. I don't even know why it ended. I have lost 14 years of a very important piece of my life. That piece was you. It has been 2 years since you last come over, what happened to every weekend? You got busy all of a sudden and was never at home. I may only be 16 years old but that first 14 years was my whole life. I just hope and pray that maybe one day you will see...