Goodbye my lover ,goodbye my friend

I called this man my lover
a dream that it seemed
a fairytale turns tragic
its like a broken wing

a feeling very powerful
but something gets between
obsession is a heartache
for those who try to dream,

ive fallen for this guy
who ive began to know
he tells me all his secrets
our humbleness it grows

we've gotten very serious
in a short period of time
the trust for one another
its like our loves divine

we shared so much in common
but our lifes werent the same
we'll if we're very perfect
then what is the outbreak

I told him i was leaving
he started getting sad
i felt like i was losing
the best thing that i had

he told me not to worry
that he would be "right here"
i took it as a challenge
and kept him very near

regards the fact im leaving
then what might go so wrong
he'll find another lover
to help him carry on

i heard about his ex
she really loved him too
i heard she was obsessed
so what am i to do

i come back thinking
thats everythings ok
and then i read a message
from a girl around the way

calling me a rebound
my heart it feels so bruised
is this guy a liar
or might he tell the truth

i knew him better off
i gave this man a call
the person on the end
wasnt him at all

it sounded like his ex
i asked if he was there
simply saying no
said not to call more over there

i cover up my face
i stop & then i sign
ive fallen to the floor
i cry, i cry, i cry

now what are you to think
when someone lies to you
making you believe
that its only him and you

he told me in a message
that we needed to speak
and when i get his phone call
our feelings very deep

he hesitates and humbles
i wisper hey whats up
im trying not to cry
i feel so bottled up

"when you up and left me
"my ex girlfriend showed up
"she started kinda begging me
"not to give her up

"that she's still in love with me
"man im so confused
"she knows that we were serious
"i dont know what to do

"i know i wasnt being fair
"to you and this i know
"but i finally took her back
"if she fails ill let her go

i cant believe its happening
im losing all these tears
i never would of thought
you'd take her back for real

the man who once said to me
"NOT EVERY GUYS THE SAME"
your false information
gave you hope to stay

i kinda felt bad for you
cuz your forced to love this girl
she trapped you in relentless
now she'll never let you go

i felt it very deep in me
to say that here ill wait
if you know that shes no good
you'll find out your own mistakes

you ask me if i love you
im laughing like a fool
i told you i would wait
while you were thinking of us 2

but was it even worth it
to love you all this time
in the end i lost you
you aint even mine

besides the f%cking heartbreak
im not the hateful type
im hiding with a smile
and the rest ill take by time

doesnt matter if you love her
to you i wish the best
your very happy now
let me handle the rest

now everyone who read this
"know im in over my head"
at least im being honest
since the day that we first met

you can break me for awhile
but soon i will return
ill be very very happy
i wont be the girl you've known

but this time when you love her
dont you wait for her to f%ck up
if a girl will change for you
theres no way she'll give you up

im speaking of experience
i write whats in my heart
d%mn i feel so kiddy
when im being torn apart

goodbye to all the memories
im finally letting go
goodbye my lover friend
i think thats how it goes...