The One

The one for me
With blond hair and blue eyes
A soft but black heart
A light but dark soul
Tall and shy, yet outgoing
Kind but yet evil
Sitting near yet so far away
Could it be that I found the one?
Could it be that he is for me
When will I find out
Will he take my good and bad
Will he be there:
When I need a shoulder to cry on
When I'm alone and need comfort
When I just want to talk
Or will the one:
Walk away when he sees the first tear
Be away when I'm alone and not come when I call
Walk away or only act like he is listening
Could it be that he is the one for me
Will he be there forever and always
Or will he walk away when I reveal my past and the truth
Yet, I still wonder
Is he the one?
Will he understand
Will he know
Will he look in my eyes, deep into my eyes, and see that I care
Will he know and understand that the only reason I try to avoid eyes are so no one can see the truth of my life and past
Could it be that he is the one for me