Don't want to be here anymore.

Surrounded by people but none of them care,
not truly not deep down,
all i have is myself,
the one person i hate the most,

why am i still here?
I don't want to be, and yet there are those that die, who are loved so much, they make a difference to peoples life make others happy.
Wish I could give them my life,
I don't want it, and it seems selfish to continue with it.

I don't want to be here anymore, I don't want to be alone, and i don't want to hurt anymore.