You've no Idea what its like for me,
To not be there when you need me to be.
To not be able to hold you tight,
To be there by your side when you cry out at night.
To not kiss your tears as they roll down your cheek,
To not be there for you, week after week.
To not inflict pain in every way,
On malory, josh, and stupid mark J.
To not cradle you softly in my arms,
To know youre exposed to the cruelest of harms.
To not fall asleep to your tender voice,
To not be there on the side to watch you rejoice.
To not laugh, and cry, and be with you,
To know that most of the time you are blue.
To not feel your arms enveloping me,
To know I can't fix things, no matter my plea.
To not be able to watch you smile,
To not even be there when you go on trial!
To not be able to rush to your side,
And to your face, truly confide,
That Im madly in love, crazy throughout,
That you're it for me, I'm truly devout.
