Please understand.

And its just hard to explain how it felt when you walked away with everything i had. i feel like I'm always getting heart broken..and it hurts so bad.if i could run just to see you again i would..if i could call just to hear your voice again...i would be so happy. i know what we had wasn't alto to you. but it was so much to me. i would never ruin anything i had with you..thats why i didn't give are love so affectionately. i wouldn't hurt you..i love Ur smile. i wouldn't make you cry...because i love your eyes. I'm sorry that you dint understand that what we had was all worth it in the end. you might never call me again..or write. but tonight..I'm going to sit by the phone. and wait..until i can explain it to you that Ur friendship meant so much more then Ur heartbreaking. i love you for that..and I'm sorry. that Ur leaving without me. and I'm so sorry..that you dint understand that we could of been something. even if it was just a simple hug, just as friends.i can cry,i can laugh, i can be goofy..i can be ugly. but yet you still think I'm so beautiful. Ur beautiful..and soon enough you'll be getting this poem I'm writing to you. i love you..and that will never change.